1.The phone rings. Who do you want it
to be?
- someone thats always on my mind.

2. When shopping at the grocery store,
do you return your cart?
- i dont go grocery shopping.

3.In a social setting, are you more of
a talker or a listener?
- depends on the topic.

4. If abandoned alone in the
wilderness, would you survive?
- no.

5. Do you like to ride horses?
- no.

6. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
- yes.

7. What was your favorite board game
as a kid?
- risk.

8. If a sexy person was pursuing you,
but you knew he/she was taken what
would you do?
- test waters but i'm a sucker for love.

9. Are you judgmental?
- depends

10. Would you date someone with
different religious beliefs?
- probably.

11. Are you continuing your education?
- most probably

12. Do you know how to shoot a gun?
- yes, but not shooting with a gun

13. If your house was on fire, what's
the first thing you'd grab?
- my cellphone.

14. How often do you read books?
- nope.

15. Do you think more about the past,
present or future?
- all the same.

16. What is your favorite children's
books?
- batman.

17. Have you kissed any of your
MySpace/Friendster friends?
- ya.

18. How tall are you?
- 181.

19. Where is your ideal house located?
- orchard road.


20. Last person you talked to?
- calli.

21. Have you ever taken pictures in a
photo booth?
- ya.

22. When was the last time you were at
Olive Garden?
- dont know where that is.

23. What are your keys on your key
chains for?
- house.

24. What did you do last night?
- cry, sleep.

25. Where is your current pain at?
- back.

26. Do you like mustard?
- no

27. Do you like your mom or dad?
- both no.

28. How long does it take you in the
shower?
- 10 minutes.

29.What movie do you want to see right
now?
- sunshine, transformers, spiderman3

30. Do you put lotion on your dog or
cats?
- no

31. What did you do for New Year's?
- club.

32. Do you think The Grudge was scary?
- okay lur.

33. Do you own a camera phone?
- ya

34. What's the last letter of your
middle name?
- n

35. Who did you vote for on American
Idol?
- myself.

36. How many hours of sleep do you get
a night?
- around 6

37. Do you like care bears?
- okay lor.

38. Do you know how to play poker?
- yes.

39. Do you wear your seatbelt?
- no

40.What do you wear to sleep?
- a jacket and shorts.

41. Any big event happened in your
hometown?
- no

42. Is your tongue pierced?
- no

43. Who's the funniest person you know?
- imran

44. Do you like funny or serious people
better?
- depends

45. Ever been to Vegas?
- yes.

46. Did you eat a cookie today?
- no

47. Do you use cuss words in other
languages?
- yes

48. Do you steal or pay for your music
downloads?
- steal

49. When was the last time you said "i
love you" and meant it?
- yesterday.

51. Is your cell usually on vibrate or
ring?
- depends

52. Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend?
- i'm feeling hurt
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I missed you so much. But frankly, the way that you have
been messaging me and calling me is so different. I'm
paranoid maybe I'm stupid. You're busy with camp and
everything. You don't say, I miss you or I love you anymore.
This hurts me so much. Isaac, I love you.
Please don't do this to me. I can't help but to cry everynight.
It's so hurting but I want to go through this phrase with
you. I'll do everything, everything for you.

I love you.

Benji
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I hate people at work. And there's one that I dont
like at all. Thank god she's leaving. She's a fucking
bitch and I hope she fails outside. She acts pretty
when clearly she's not. Gosh, when will girls like
her know their limit?

No wonder she's not attached. So understandable.
She said it's an excuse. I said it was my fault and
I admitted that its my fault. What more do you want?
ITS NOT AN EXCUSE ANYMORE. FUCK YOU.
you think you're so great. FUCK YOU. you think
you're pretty. FUCK YOU. you think you're miss
know it all? FUCK YOU. you think that just because
I'm a part time staff, I can be bullied and I'm
nothin like you (wait, of course I'm nothing like you.
you're SHIT) FUCK YOU.
You think that you're always right. FUCK YOU.
Even out colleagues have quarrelled with you.
FUCK YOU.
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Oh gawk, I hate people that treat me like dirt.
They can be your closes friends and yet still
treat you like dirt. This sucks. Why be so cheapo
and superficial. Is it that important to get free
stuffs? I'm utterly disappointed and I'm waiting
for you to come talk to me about it cause I'm
not going to be the one to start the conve with
you all.

If you all are not the ones that will be making
the move to talk to me about it, then well, I'll
just have to use my superficial side and see how
things will turn out cause I'm utterly pisst and
disgusted already.

Learn the hard truth. Life's a bitch.

Benji
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The world's a mess and so am I. With wild thoughts
running through my mind about what happened
yesterday night. Whats there more to worry
when they don't even care? For once, yesterday
night I showed that I couldn't be bothered about
the things that will be happening around us.
Whatever for to bother when I'm already so
messed up? Beats me.

The secret source to humor and happiness is
sorrow. Everyone has to agree on that.

Benji
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I wished that I could say somethings to you.
I wished that I could get some thoughts over
to you.
But I'm afraid of how you'll react to it. I don't
know whether you'll be talking to me again
after I tell you those things. Its really
difficult and I hate this feeling.

I so wanna tell you. But yet I'm afraid. sighs.

Benji
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Don't pity ourselves just to bluff our mind that
its not us that's to blame. Reflect on how we
treat others before saying how other's treat us.
I hate it. GRAHHHHHHHH.

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